Sunday, October 18, 2015

34 Weeks, 4 Days

Dear Baby Batts,

Yesterday was the day to celebrate me and you, and today was the day to celebrate Papa! He retired from 20 years with the Palmer Police Department and today we "surprised" him with a party. The only real surprise, though, was the number of people who came out to celebrate him. I think he was shocked!
PPD gave him a new hat and a nice plaque.

Table with scrapbook pages all the officers and dispatchers made him.

Family photo!

Memaw is an awesome support for your Papa!

It was so nice that Grandma Lynda and Aunt Kendra were there, too - I think Papa appreciated that. 

Your Papa is such a hard worker. little one. He gives his all no matter what, treating people the way he would want them to treat his family. The community here respects and cherishes him and this transition to retired life may be difficult... but I KNOW he is looking forward to babysitting you!!

Yay, Papa! We are so proud of you!
Love,
Mama

Saturday, October 17, 2015

34 Weeks, 3 Days

Dear Baby Batts,

Today was baby shower day!! Best. Day. Ever. Oh, baby girl, I know you are cuddled deep inside me, but I hope you felt the love and joy surrounding us from all our friends and family. I hope you heard the laughter and the tears and the prayers and the songs! I was overwhelmed, little one, but the love people have for me and your daddy... and the love they have for YOU, before they've even met you! I cried multiple times, just overcome by the goodness of the Lord and the faithfulness of His people.

Memaw and Ms. Linda planned the whole day. There were tables set up with activities (since sitting around at baby showers is a little boring). People could put their thumbprint on the tree Leona painted for you, decorate headbands, write notes on diapers, guess baby food flavors, play "The Price is Right" with baby items, and write notes on blankets. I got to walk around, visiting with everyone and having fun, too!

After that, Memaw did a devotion. Really, she just talked to me, her daughter, about my role as a mama. And it was everything that I need to hear from her. Prayer will matter, babe. It does matter now. Memaw said that there is a special something in a mama's prayer for her babies. Rest assured little girl, I pray for you daily. Memaw also encouraged me to read from the Bible to you daily. I commit to that, too. Memaw opened up some time of prayer and hearing the prayers some women spoke over us was so sweet. I'll never forget that time. The Lord was so close. He is so dear.
KD took this picture of me and Memaw during the devotion.

Then Ms. Linda and Lesley lightened the mood by singing us a song they wrote to the tune of "Santa Baby" - it was called "Ruthie Baby!" It discussed you "hurrying down the Woo Hoo tonight!" Their dance with feather boas made us all crack up!!

Then it was time for cake. And what a beautiful cake it was! Your name was on top, and it looked like a little ruffle-butt baby peeking into a present. It tasted delicious, too - white cake with a raspberry filling! Yummy.
Sweet little cake!!!!

Then presents! Auntie Hannah kept a list going for me and I opened gift after gift after gift: books, diapers, giftcards, a travel bassinet, a hamper, clothes, Baby Ruth candy bars, blankets... the list goes on!
Presents loaded in the back of the Jeep!

The party ended after the presents and everyone slowly dissipated and returned to their Saturday life. But Ruth, I'll never forget the love, the joy. I'll never forget the excitement of celebrating a life we've yet to meet with such eager anticipation. We are so loved, little one.
The only picture I have of me from the shower on my phone, with sweet Caitlin

Sitting at home later with your daddy, I kept looking at all the lovely gifts overwhelming our living room. We had already separated them into piles to be put away (somewhere in our little home!), and I just started crying, feeling so cherished. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones, maybe it was simply the love of our family (biological and not) that made it such a sweet moment.
Presents in the living room!

Some sweet gifts we received.

I'm very glad Grandma Lynda, Aunt Kendra, and Sami could be up here for the shower, to celebrate you with us. After all the turmoil early on - all the worry about you and my placenta - how sweet to know we are this close to meeting you, little one.

I'm so excited.
Love,
Mama

Friday, October 16, 2015

34 Weeks, 2 Days

Dear Baby Batts,

What a surprising day! I was sitting at my desk at work this morning when all of a sudden, I turned around and GRANDMA LYNDA was standing there holding a raspberry mocha for me! I kept exclaiming, "Grandma! Grandma!" and she laughed.... Grandma, Aunt Kendra, and two of my cousins (Clinton and Sami) flew up to surprise me for the baby shower tomorrow!
Surprise!!!!!!!!!

Even more surprising? Memaw arranged for me to have the day off work! So I packed up my things, we piled in the truck, and we drove up to Talkeetna for the day.
Sami and Clinton on a snowmachine. 
A moose kissing Sami.
Beautiful mountains on the drive up.

We walked around the little town, looked in gift shops, ate a quick lunch at a local cafe (and the only open restaurant, from what we could tell), and drove back down in time for my 4:00pm haircut. Just chatting in the car, laughing, and walking around was wonderful and I can't wait to celebrate you with them tomorrow!

Baby girl, I could not believe they flew up to show their support of me and you during this sweet time! Aunt Kendra hasn't been up to Alaska since 1983 and this is Grandma's first trip since our wedding, almost two years ago. Grandma was surprised by the trip - she didn't know about it until last Sunday, when they gave her the itinerary for her birthday! I'm so looking forward to a whole weekend with them!

Love,
Mama

34 Weeks, 2 Days

Dear Baby Batts,

Here are some highlights from the week:

1. Ms. Linda got home! She, Pastor Tom, Thomas, and Lesley were driving up the Alcan. It was so nice to sit with her in her office (for almost an hour!) just chatting about their trip and updates here. Plus, we matched! She was able to feel your little foot, pressed against my abdomen, and was delighted. I know she can't wait to meet you, sweet one!
Laughing with Ms. Linda!

2. Free-Coffee Tuesdays at Holiday... plus your daddy always bringing me a cup at work! Every Tuesday for the last couple of weeks, your daddy has brought me a cup of (decaf) coffee. It is so nice seeing him mid-morning before he goes to his chemistry study group and class at the college. He's the best.
Happiness is... free coffee!

3. This surprise at work! More about that later. <3
Aunt Kendra, Sami, Clinton, and Grandma!

4. Putting the finishing touches on your cradle. Now we just have to cut the mattress to size!
All done! And way better than cherry red...

5. Sweet Bible study time with Caitlin and Juliet on Wednesday, talking about our responsibility as believers, the kind of leader the Lord uses, and the importance of the state of our hearts. I felt convicted to really examine myself, baby girl, so that I can be a woman God uses!

What a week it has been! Praise the Lord, He is so good.

Love,
Mama

Thursday, October 15, 2015

34 Weeks, 1 Day

Dear Baby Batts,

I got dressed and looked in the mirror this morning and you were just cracking me up!
Big bump today!
My bump looks so big today, just protruding out in front, large and in charge! There's no doubt now that you're on your way. 

Love,
Mama