Dear Baby Batts,
Our college & career class came over tonight for dinner and to make preparations for the Fall Festival! We spent the evening working on some paper mache balloons... and while it was fun, I'm so ready for just a break from all the commitments and things going on in life.
We love having our group over. They are growing so much; it's encouraging to hear them talk about what the Lord is teaching them, to see their friendships deepening with each other.
One of our guys stayed really late (until about 4:00am) just talking about life and ministry and church. I'm glad we were able to encourage him and I'm thankful the Lord allows our little family to invest into his life.
I hope, Ruthie, that you are able to grow up with these students being examples to you of how to live out a Christian life. Your daddy and I will be that, for sure, but you need others to do that for you, too.
Love,
Mama
Friday, October 30, 2015
Thursday, October 29, 2015
36 Weeks, 1 Day
Dear Baby Batts,
Today we:
Today we:
- Worked... and met with my boss about maternity leave; they are letting me work from home for 16 hours per week started in February! I can't wait to be able to be home with you, little one, doing my analyses in our office while you sleep and play. The Lord is so good and faithful!
- Ate lunch with Ms. Linda
- Ate dinner with your daddy
- Finished my mug from the Women's Retreat with Memaw and Ms. Linda
- Went shopping with Memaw
Love,
Mama
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
36 Weeks
Dear Baby Batts,
Back in the spring, when we first found out about you, it felt as if this time - the last weeks before you join us - would never come. But here we are, 36 weeks pregnant, and looking forward to meeting you in the next month or so!
Your growth has slowed, since you are already so big and have such a small space to squeeze through soon. And your organs and body processes are just about ready to go, except for digestion. Since you've been receiving all your nutrients through the umbilical cord, you'll need to practice digesting things after you're born. Luckily, we'll have lots of late night feedings so you can practice! They say your hearing is getting sharper and sharper... I hope you heard me reading from the book of Psalm and singing to you last night. I want you to grow up loving the Lord and His Word, so we're starting early!
I have a doctor's appointment today and will go every week until you come. I can't believe it! This week we get to "claim" our midwife as the one we want at our delivery. Speaking of delivery, we need to register at (and tour!!) the hospital. I remember thinking, "There's so much time still!" but guess what, Ruthie?! There's not much time left!
Your daddy and I enjoyed a nice, quiet date night last night, complete with salmon patties, popcorn, and a couple episodes of "Cutthroat Kitchen" on Netflix. I knitted while we relaxed together. It was so nice, baby girl.
Soon you'll be here with us, cuddled up in a blanket, relaxing on the couch. Hooray.
Love,
Mama
Back in the spring, when we first found out about you, it felt as if this time - the last weeks before you join us - would never come. But here we are, 36 weeks pregnant, and looking forward to meeting you in the next month or so!
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| Side Bump. |
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| Front Bump. |
Your growth has slowed, since you are already so big and have such a small space to squeeze through soon. And your organs and body processes are just about ready to go, except for digestion. Since you've been receiving all your nutrients through the umbilical cord, you'll need to practice digesting things after you're born. Luckily, we'll have lots of late night feedings so you can practice! They say your hearing is getting sharper and sharper... I hope you heard me reading from the book of Psalm and singing to you last night. I want you to grow up loving the Lord and His Word, so we're starting early!
I have a doctor's appointment today and will go every week until you come. I can't believe it! This week we get to "claim" our midwife as the one we want at our delivery. Speaking of delivery, we need to register at (and tour!!) the hospital. I remember thinking, "There's so much time still!" but guess what, Ruthie?! There's not much time left!
Your daddy and I enjoyed a nice, quiet date night last night, complete with salmon patties, popcorn, and a couple episodes of "Cutthroat Kitchen" on Netflix. I knitted while we relaxed together. It was so nice, baby girl.
Soon you'll be here with us, cuddled up in a blanket, relaxing on the couch. Hooray.
Love,
Mama
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
35 Weeks, 6 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Last night looked a lot like this:
Thankful for generous friends and family and cute baby smiles. Thankful for you growing in my tummy. Thankful for your daddy who serves me and others. Thankful for Memaw and Papa who give us leftovers. Thankful for the Lord, from whom all perfect gifts come.
Last night looked a lot like this:
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| Folding baby clothes |
And this:
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| Face Time with Blaire |
Thankful for generous friends and family and cute baby smiles. Thankful for you growing in my tummy. Thankful for your daddy who serves me and others. Thankful for Memaw and Papa who give us leftovers. Thankful for the Lord, from whom all perfect gifts come.
Love,
Mama
Monday, October 26, 2015
35 Weeks, 5 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
I had a baby shower at work today and again, I am so overwhelmed by the love and support shown us! One department gifted us the highchair we wanted for you, we received books, blankets, clothes, diapers, and more. What a blessing.
I had a baby shower at work today and again, I am so overwhelmed by the love and support shown us! One department gifted us the highchair we wanted for you, we received books, blankets, clothes, diapers, and more. What a blessing.
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| Work Baby Shower! |
Loads more laundry to do tonight, which I may tackle while your daddy is in class. So much to do before you come, little girl, and so little time.
XOXO,
Mama
Sunday, October 25, 2015
35 Weeks, 4 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Your daddy's birthday celebration continued yesterday (opening a present from Great Grandma and Great Grandpa) and today (opening presents from Memaw and Papa and Uncle Brad and Aunt Paige):
I love celebrating your daddy!! He is my favorite favorite.
Your daddy's birthday celebration continued yesterday (opening a present from Great Grandma and Great Grandpa) and today (opening presents from Memaw and Papa and Uncle Brad and Aunt Paige):
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| Oh, and we ate the rest of the bundt cake. |
I love celebrating your daddy!! He is my favorite favorite.
We played Rummy with Memaw and Papa, too - Papa won! He's retired now from PPD and is so much more relaxed. I can't wait for you to get to spend time with him!
We also accomplished some other things today: We washed (almost all of) your newborn and 0-3 month clothes. Memaw started making a cradle sheet for your bed (as a practice). I got other laundry done, including the clothes I'll take to the hospital.
And... drumroll please... you "dropped" this weekend! You are snuggled much lower in my tummy now, making it stick forward a little more and allowing me to breathe a little easier. The last couple of days, I've had a hard time taking a deep breath, so this is a welcome change. It also means that you could come any time in the next 2-4 weeks! Eek! We don't really know when you'll be here, so this week, I think I will:
And... drumroll please... you "dropped" this weekend! You are snuggled much lower in my tummy now, making it stick forward a little more and allowing me to breathe a little easier. The last couple of days, I've had a hard time taking a deep breath, so this is a welcome change. It also means that you could come any time in the next 2-4 weeks! Eek! We don't really know when you'll be here, so this week, I think I will:
- Getting our hospital bag(s) together
- Schedule a hospital tour
- Organize your nursery and nook a little more, including sorting your itty bitty baby clothes
- Finish Christmas shopping (if possible - only a couple more gifts to get!)
- Make a couple more presents for people
I better cap the list at that otherwise I'll never sleep this week!
Oh, little one - you are due in less than a month! A month from yesterday and you'll be here... though to keep myself from being upset if you don't come on time, I'm planning for you to come early December :)
Love you more than you know (and the Lord loves you more!!!),
Mama
Saturday, October 24, 2015
35 Weeks, 3 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
I am exhausted. I'm not even kidding, little girl! But I'm also so blessed and encouraged.
Ms. Linda and I have been planning the Women's Day Time Retreat since this summer and we finally saw it through to completion today! Here was our schedule:
I am exhausted. I'm not even kidding, little girl! But I'm also so blessed and encouraged.
Ms. Linda and I have been planning the Women's Day Time Retreat since this summer and we finally saw it through to completion today! Here was our schedule:
- 9:00am - meet at FLBC for Session 1: The World (taught by me) and breakfast
- 10:30am - travel to Dawn's house for Session 2: The Country (taught by Dawn) and a service project
- 12:30pm - travel to Gayle's house for Session 3: The Church (taught by Gayle) and lunch
- 2:30pm - travel to FLBC for Session 4: The Family (taught by Memaw) and a fellowship activity
- 5:30pm - travel to Ms. Linda's for Session 5: Yourself (taught by Ms. Linda) and dinner
- 7:00pm - travel to FLBC for dessert!
The whole day focused on being aware, prayer, and redemption in those realms. We had between 13 and 19 women at any given time and really enjoyed just driving around, studying the word, praying, and having fellowship together.
The highlight for me: A reminder to not just sit idly by while ground is relinquished to Satan in my family. Your daddy is a wonderful leader to me (and will be to you) but I wanted us to be more intentional in the time we spend together in God's word. So this weekend, we are beginning a regular Bible study time, in addition to the time we spend together in prayer. I'm so so excited to grow with your daddy in this way and I am excited that you will grow up seeing us do it together.
Here's some pictures from the day:
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| Ms. Linda drove us all in the church van! |
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| Eating dinner with Aunty Juliet, Aunt Betty, and Lesley. |
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| There was a full rainbow in the sky! |
These women, Ruthie, are so fun and so love the Lord. I'm thrilled you get to grow up with some of them as examples on how to live, just like I did.
I love you so!
Love,
Mama
Friday, October 23, 2015
35 Weeks, 2 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Today is your daddy's birthday! I took the day off work so that we could celebrate him alllll day. Here's what we did:
Today is your daddy's birthday! I took the day off work so that we could celebrate him alllll day. Here's what we did:
- Slept in. Well, sort of. We slept until about 8:00am, then laid in bed until about 9:00am, then made breakfast (biscuits and gravy!). We didn't really "get ready" for the day until about 10:30am. So we practically slept in.
- Went grocery shopping. This was an exciting one, let me tell you. The Lord is so good though, little girl, and totally saved us about $25 through a nice cashier who rang up our purchases.
- Did homework / finalized Bible study plans. I wrote out my lesson for Saturday and we reviewed Friday night's lesson.
- Made dinner. Your daddy requested a chicken pot pie for his birthday dinner, so we worked together to make that for him. (Side note: It turned out delicious!)
- Hosted Bible Study. We had four students come and really enjoyed our time with them. Right now, we are studying having a Biblical worldview and we talked specifically about what it would mean if we denied the existence of God. Very interesting: there would be no real view of right and wrong and thus no punishment for sin.
- Ate dessert. I made a mocha bundt cake for your daddy! We loaded it with candles then scarfed it down. It was moist and yummy.
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| Bundt cake! |
I gave your daddy personalized license plates (BATD4D) and a license plate holder ("My other car is a Batmobile"). He liked them. We'll celebrate with Memaw and Papa later this weekend. But today - celebrating him in our own special way - was nice.
Love,
Mama
Thursday, October 22, 2015
35 Weeks, 1 Day
Dear Baby Batts,
Today, your papa came with me to a doctor's appointment! We heard your heart (about 140 BPM), the doctor felt for your size (about 6 lbs, she said!), and I asked about ways to relieve my back pain. Then, within 10 minutes, we were done! Papa was a little sad... I think he was hoping for more, but short appointments are good appointments - it means things are going smoothly!
Your daddy and I toured a pediatrician's office today, too. The pediatrician asked us, "What questions do you have?" And I said, "We don't even know what questions to have!" Luckily, she understood, and we were able to talk about appointment schedules, what to do if you get sick, etc. We like the office a lot, which was good, and feel comfortable taking you there.
I took the whole afternoon off work for those two appointments, so your daddy and I were able to just hang out, go shopping, and eat dinner together. What a blessing! We are trying to savor these moments together, just the two of us, before you arrive.
We love you!
Mama
Today, your papa came with me to a doctor's appointment! We heard your heart (about 140 BPM), the doctor felt for your size (about 6 lbs, she said!), and I asked about ways to relieve my back pain. Then, within 10 minutes, we were done! Papa was a little sad... I think he was hoping for more, but short appointments are good appointments - it means things are going smoothly!
Your daddy and I toured a pediatrician's office today, too. The pediatrician asked us, "What questions do you have?" And I said, "We don't even know what questions to have!" Luckily, she understood, and we were able to talk about appointment schedules, what to do if you get sick, etc. We like the office a lot, which was good, and feel comfortable taking you there.
I took the whole afternoon off work for those two appointments, so your daddy and I were able to just hang out, go shopping, and eat dinner together. What a blessing! We are trying to savor these moments together, just the two of us, before you arrive.
We love you!
Mama
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
35 Weeks
Dear Baby Batts,
35 weeks! You've been head-down in my tummy for a while now, according to my midwife, but soon that little head will be emerging! In the meantime, you're preparing for your first stool, losing the hair covering your body, growing some body fat, and wiggling more and more. Space is getting tight, so every time you have the hiccups, move your foot, and more, I can feel it... and I love it, little girl.
I've had heartburn, the need to go to the bathroom constantly, sleepless nights, and restless legs. But it is worth it for you. I feel for your daddy, who is often woken up during the night as I toss and turn.
There's officially five weeks (they say) until you come. A little over a month! There's so much to do still: finishing your mattress, getting sheets, washing your clothes, etc. But whether it is all done or not, you'll come when you come!
Can't wait.
Love,
Mama
35 weeks! You've been head-down in my tummy for a while now, according to my midwife, but soon that little head will be emerging! In the meantime, you're preparing for your first stool, losing the hair covering your body, growing some body fat, and wiggling more and more. Space is getting tight, so every time you have the hiccups, move your foot, and more, I can feel it... and I love it, little girl.
I've had heartburn, the need to go to the bathroom constantly, sleepless nights, and restless legs. But it is worth it for you. I feel for your daddy, who is often woken up during the night as I toss and turn.
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| Growing bigger every day! |
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| Hug from mommy. |
There's officially five weeks (they say) until you come. A little over a month! There's so much to do still: finishing your mattress, getting sheets, washing your clothes, etc. But whether it is all done or not, you'll come when you come!
Can't wait.
Love,
Mama
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
34 Weeks, 6 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Today was our last child birth class! We practiced with your car seat, watched some more birthing videos, and discussed things like epidurals. Your daddy and I are convinced we don't want any big medical interventions and are busy praying for a quick and smooth delivery!
The first Saturday in November, we're installing your car seat(s) in our vehicles; there is a local company that does installs and checks for free.
Can't believe we'll be bringing you home in just over a month.
Love,
Mama
Today was our last child birth class! We practiced with your car seat, watched some more birthing videos, and discussed things like epidurals. Your daddy and I are convinced we don't want any big medical interventions and are busy praying for a quick and smooth delivery!
The first Saturday in November, we're installing your car seat(s) in our vehicles; there is a local company that does installs and checks for free.
Can't believe we'll be bringing you home in just over a month.
Love,
Mama
Monday, October 19, 2015
34 Weeks, 5 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Last night, we said "see ya later" to Grandma Lynda, Aunt Kendra, Sami, and Clinton... but not before taking some photos. We had so much fun laughing and joking late last night... I was exhausted this morning, but that fun time was so worth it!
You are coming into a crazy, loving family, Ruth! I hope and pray you grow to be like the women in these photos - women who love the Lord, love their families, and love themselves.
Love,
Mama
Last night, we said "see ya later" to Grandma Lynda, Aunt Kendra, Sami, and Clinton... but not before taking some photos. We had so much fun laughing and joking late last night... I was exhausted this morning, but that fun time was so worth it!
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| Trying to get organized. |
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| Captain Mommy! |
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| Laughing about something |
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| Success! |
Love,
Mama
Sunday, October 18, 2015
34 Weeks, 4 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Yesterday was the day to celebrate me and you, and today was the day to celebrate Papa! He retired from 20 years with the Palmer Police Department and today we "surprised" him with a party. The only real surprise, though, was the number of people who came out to celebrate him. I think he was shocked!
Yesterday was the day to celebrate me and you, and today was the day to celebrate Papa! He retired from 20 years with the Palmer Police Department and today we "surprised" him with a party. The only real surprise, though, was the number of people who came out to celebrate him. I think he was shocked!
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| PPD gave him a new hat and a nice plaque. |
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| Table with scrapbook pages all the officers and dispatchers made him. |
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| Family photo! |
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| Memaw is an awesome support for your Papa! |
It was so nice that Grandma Lynda and Aunt Kendra were there, too - I think Papa appreciated that.
Your Papa is such a hard worker. little one. He gives his all no matter what, treating people the way he would want them to treat his family. The community here respects and cherishes him and this transition to retired life may be difficult... but I KNOW he is looking forward to babysitting you!!
Yay, Papa! We are so proud of you!
Love,
Mama
Saturday, October 17, 2015
34 Weeks, 3 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Today was baby shower day!! Best. Day. Ever. Oh, baby girl, I know you are cuddled deep inside me, but I hope you felt the love and joy surrounding us from all our friends and family. I hope you heard the laughter and the tears and the prayers and the songs! I was overwhelmed, little one, but the love people have for me and your daddy... and the love they have for YOU, before they've even met you! I cried multiple times, just overcome by the goodness of the Lord and the faithfulness of His people.
Memaw and Ms. Linda planned the whole day. There were tables set up with activities (since sitting around at baby showers is a little boring). People could put their thumbprint on the tree Leona painted for you, decorate headbands, write notes on diapers, guess baby food flavors, play "The Price is Right" with baby items, and write notes on blankets. I got to walk around, visiting with everyone and having fun, too!
After that, Memaw did a devotion. Really, she just talked to me, her daughter, about my role as a mama. And it was everything that I need to hear from her. Prayer will matter, babe. It does matter now. Memaw said that there is a special something in a mama's prayer for her babies. Rest assured little girl, I pray for you daily. Memaw also encouraged me to read from the Bible to you daily. I commit to that, too. Memaw opened up some time of prayer and hearing the prayers some women spoke over us was so sweet. I'll never forget that time. The Lord was so close. He is so dear.
Then Ms. Linda and Lesley lightened the mood by singing us a song they wrote to the tune of "Santa Baby" - it was called "Ruthie Baby!" It discussed you "hurrying down the Woo Hoo tonight!" Their dance with feather boas made us all crack up!!
Then it was time for cake. And what a beautiful cake it was! Your name was on top, and it looked like a little ruffle-butt baby peeking into a present. It tasted delicious, too - white cake with a raspberry filling! Yummy.
Then presents! Auntie Hannah kept a list going for me and I opened gift after gift after gift: books, diapers, giftcards, a travel bassinet, a hamper, clothes, Baby Ruth candy bars, blankets... the list goes on!
The party ended after the presents and everyone slowly dissipated and returned to their Saturday life. But Ruth, I'll never forget the love, the joy. I'll never forget the excitement of celebrating a life we've yet to meet with such eager anticipation. We are so loved, little one.
Sitting at home later with your daddy, I kept looking at all the lovely gifts overwhelming our living room. We had already separated them into piles to be put away (somewhere in our little home!), and I just started crying, feeling so cherished. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones, maybe it was simply the love of our family (biological and not) that made it such a sweet moment.
I'm very glad Grandma Lynda, Aunt Kendra, and Sami could be up here for the shower, to celebrate you with us. After all the turmoil early on - all the worry about you and my placenta - how sweet to know we are this close to meeting you, little one.
I'm so excited.
Love,
Mama
Today was baby shower day!! Best. Day. Ever. Oh, baby girl, I know you are cuddled deep inside me, but I hope you felt the love and joy surrounding us from all our friends and family. I hope you heard the laughter and the tears and the prayers and the songs! I was overwhelmed, little one, but the love people have for me and your daddy... and the love they have for YOU, before they've even met you! I cried multiple times, just overcome by the goodness of the Lord and the faithfulness of His people.
Memaw and Ms. Linda planned the whole day. There were tables set up with activities (since sitting around at baby showers is a little boring). People could put their thumbprint on the tree Leona painted for you, decorate headbands, write notes on diapers, guess baby food flavors, play "The Price is Right" with baby items, and write notes on blankets. I got to walk around, visiting with everyone and having fun, too!
After that, Memaw did a devotion. Really, she just talked to me, her daughter, about my role as a mama. And it was everything that I need to hear from her. Prayer will matter, babe. It does matter now. Memaw said that there is a special something in a mama's prayer for her babies. Rest assured little girl, I pray for you daily. Memaw also encouraged me to read from the Bible to you daily. I commit to that, too. Memaw opened up some time of prayer and hearing the prayers some women spoke over us was so sweet. I'll never forget that time. The Lord was so close. He is so dear.
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| KD took this picture of me and Memaw during the devotion. |
Then Ms. Linda and Lesley lightened the mood by singing us a song they wrote to the tune of "Santa Baby" - it was called "Ruthie Baby!" It discussed you "hurrying down the Woo Hoo tonight!" Their dance with feather boas made us all crack up!!
Then it was time for cake. And what a beautiful cake it was! Your name was on top, and it looked like a little ruffle-butt baby peeking into a present. It tasted delicious, too - white cake with a raspberry filling! Yummy.
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| Sweet little cake!!!! |
Then presents! Auntie Hannah kept a list going for me and I opened gift after gift after gift: books, diapers, giftcards, a travel bassinet, a hamper, clothes, Baby Ruth candy bars, blankets... the list goes on!
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| Presents loaded in the back of the Jeep! |
The party ended after the presents and everyone slowly dissipated and returned to their Saturday life. But Ruth, I'll never forget the love, the joy. I'll never forget the excitement of celebrating a life we've yet to meet with such eager anticipation. We are so loved, little one.
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| The only picture I have of me from the shower on my phone, with sweet Caitlin |
Sitting at home later with your daddy, I kept looking at all the lovely gifts overwhelming our living room. We had already separated them into piles to be put away (somewhere in our little home!), and I just started crying, feeling so cherished. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones, maybe it was simply the love of our family (biological and not) that made it such a sweet moment.
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| Presents in the living room! |
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| Some sweet gifts we received. |
I'm very glad Grandma Lynda, Aunt Kendra, and Sami could be up here for the shower, to celebrate you with us. After all the turmoil early on - all the worry about you and my placenta - how sweet to know we are this close to meeting you, little one.
I'm so excited.
Love,
Mama
Friday, October 16, 2015
34 Weeks, 2 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
What a surprising day! I was sitting at my desk at work this morning when all of a sudden, I turned around and GRANDMA LYNDA was standing there holding a raspberry mocha for me! I kept exclaiming, "Grandma! Grandma!" and she laughed.... Grandma, Aunt Kendra, and two of my cousins (Clinton and Sami) flew up to surprise me for the baby shower tomorrow!
Even more surprising? Memaw arranged for me to have the day off work! So I packed up my things, we piled in the truck, and we drove up to Talkeetna for the day.
What a surprising day! I was sitting at my desk at work this morning when all of a sudden, I turned around and GRANDMA LYNDA was standing there holding a raspberry mocha for me! I kept exclaiming, "Grandma! Grandma!" and she laughed.... Grandma, Aunt Kendra, and two of my cousins (Clinton and Sami) flew up to surprise me for the baby shower tomorrow!
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| Surprise!!!!!!!!! |
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| Sami and Clinton on a snowmachine. |
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| A moose kissing Sami. |
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| Beautiful mountains on the drive up. |
We walked around the little town, looked in gift shops, ate a quick lunch at a local cafe (and the only open restaurant, from what we could tell), and drove back down in time for my 4:00pm haircut. Just chatting in the car, laughing, and walking around was wonderful and I can't wait to celebrate you with them tomorrow!
Baby girl, I could not believe they flew up to show their support of me and you during this sweet time! Aunt Kendra hasn't been up to Alaska since 1983 and this is Grandma's first trip since our wedding, almost two years ago. Grandma was surprised by the trip - she didn't know about it until last Sunday, when they gave her the itinerary for her birthday! I'm so looking forward to a whole weekend with them!
Love,
Mama
34 Weeks, 2 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Here are some highlights from the week:
1. Ms. Linda got home! She, Pastor Tom, Thomas, and Lesley were driving up the Alcan. It was so nice to sit with her in her office (for almost an hour!) just chatting about their trip and updates here. Plus, we matched! She was able to feel your little foot, pressed against my abdomen, and was delighted. I know she can't wait to meet you, sweet one!
2. Free-Coffee Tuesdays at Holiday... plus your daddy always bringing me a cup at work! Every Tuesday for the last couple of weeks, your daddy has brought me a cup of (decaf) coffee. It is so nice seeing him mid-morning before he goes to his chemistry study group and class at the college. He's the best.
3. This surprise at work! More about that later. <3
4. Putting the finishing touches on your cradle. Now we just have to cut the mattress to size!
5. Sweet Bible study time with Caitlin and Juliet on Wednesday, talking about our responsibility as believers, the kind of leader the Lord uses, and the importance of the state of our hearts. I felt convicted to really examine myself, baby girl, so that I can be a woman God uses!
What a week it has been! Praise the Lord, He is so good.
Love,
Mama
Here are some highlights from the week:
1. Ms. Linda got home! She, Pastor Tom, Thomas, and Lesley were driving up the Alcan. It was so nice to sit with her in her office (for almost an hour!) just chatting about their trip and updates here. Plus, we matched! She was able to feel your little foot, pressed against my abdomen, and was delighted. I know she can't wait to meet you, sweet one!
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| Laughing with Ms. Linda! |
2. Free-Coffee Tuesdays at Holiday... plus your daddy always bringing me a cup at work! Every Tuesday for the last couple of weeks, your daddy has brought me a cup of (decaf) coffee. It is so nice seeing him mid-morning before he goes to his chemistry study group and class at the college. He's the best.
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| Happiness is... free coffee! |
3. This surprise at work! More about that later. <3
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| Aunt Kendra, Sami, Clinton, and Grandma! |
4. Putting the finishing touches on your cradle. Now we just have to cut the mattress to size!
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| All done! And way better than cherry red... |
5. Sweet Bible study time with Caitlin and Juliet on Wednesday, talking about our responsibility as believers, the kind of leader the Lord uses, and the importance of the state of our hearts. I felt convicted to really examine myself, baby girl, so that I can be a woman God uses!
What a week it has been! Praise the Lord, He is so good.
Love,
Mama
Thursday, October 15, 2015
34 Weeks, 1 Day
Dear Baby Batts,
I got dressed and looked in the mirror this morning and you were just cracking me up!
My bump looks so big today, just protruding out in front, large and in charge! There's no doubt now that you're on your way.
I got dressed and looked in the mirror this morning and you were just cracking me up!
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| Big bump today! |
Love,
Mama
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
34 Weeks
Dear Baby Batts,
I'm sitting here, eating some salad (spinach with cheese, apples, and yogurt "dressing") and marveling at the fact that I'm 34 weeks pregnant (what the what?!). I don't even know.
Taller. Plumper. Longer fingernails. That's what your week looks like. There's less amniotic fluid in my uterus now, which is why I can feel the ridge of your little feet so much better when you press it against my abdomen. (Last night, your daddy was rubbing my back while you were stretching your legs and it felt wonderful and magical having the two people I love most pressing on me in different ways!)
Here's what I look like, baby girl:
I wonder if you'll look more like me or your daddy. Whose eyes will you have? Whose smile? Whose nose? Hopefully a bit of both us, the best of both of us!
I've not been sleeping well and my back has been hurting a lot. I think this weekend I'll try a warm bath to help relax and ease my muscles. I've been working out some on an exercise ball, too. That feels good.
Today is Memaw's birthday! I ate lunch with her at Vagabond Blues and told her all about last night's labor and delivery class - watching a birth video, "groaning out the push" like a moose, the stages of labor, and more. Next week is our last class, then in November, we're taking one about breastfeeding. Gotta know how to feed our little girl. We are celebrating her birthday on Saturday.
On Saturday, we also have a baby shower! Memaw and Ms. Linda are planning it and I am so so excited to celebrate you with everyone! Yay.
Soon and very soon, little one, you will officially be in our arms. I'm praying big things for your life... but to be honest, I'm also praying for a smooth (and quick!) delivery. Please be easy on your mama!
Love,
Mama
I'm sitting here, eating some salad (spinach with cheese, apples, and yogurt "dressing") and marveling at the fact that I'm 34 weeks pregnant (what the what?!). I don't even know.
Taller. Plumper. Longer fingernails. That's what your week looks like. There's less amniotic fluid in my uterus now, which is why I can feel the ridge of your little feet so much better when you press it against my abdomen. (Last night, your daddy was rubbing my back while you were stretching your legs and it felt wonderful and magical having the two people I love most pressing on me in different ways!)
Here's what I look like, baby girl:
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| Tired mama in a polka-dot dress! |
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| You are my biggest polka-dot. |
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| Your little face at 20 Weeks |
I've not been sleeping well and my back has been hurting a lot. I think this weekend I'll try a warm bath to help relax and ease my muscles. I've been working out some on an exercise ball, too. That feels good.
Today is Memaw's birthday! I ate lunch with her at Vagabond Blues and told her all about last night's labor and delivery class - watching a birth video, "groaning out the push" like a moose, the stages of labor, and more. Next week is our last class, then in November, we're taking one about breastfeeding. Gotta know how to feed our little girl. We are celebrating her birthday on Saturday.
On Saturday, we also have a baby shower! Memaw and Ms. Linda are planning it and I am so so excited to celebrate you with everyone! Yay.
Soon and very soon, little one, you will officially be in our arms. I'm praying big things for your life... but to be honest, I'm also praying for a smooth (and quick!) delivery. Please be easy on your mama!
Love,
Mama
Monday, October 12, 2015
33 Weeks, 5 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
I was so excited that your daddy didn't have class tonight! What a blessing. We spent the evening putting together your cradle!
This cradle was a labor of love. From sanding off the cherry-red paint to priming and painting, to finally assembling, I'm so glad to have it done and be able to put you to sleep in it. Next up: Fit the mattress, buy a mattress pad and sheets, and make your little bed.
But darling - don't be in a rush to come! This is the only time in your whole life when I will have you all to myself. Others can feel you kick from time to time, but I feel you all the time. I feel your little tiny feet pressing against my abdomen, just above my belly button, bracing yourself for the world outside. I feel the roundness of your little baby butt, nestled above my right hip bone. I feel you rolling over, squirming, and making yourself known in my world. And you are known.
As soon as you are born though, people will be clamoring to hold you, to talk to you, to be with you. And Ruthie, to be honest, I'm not sure that I'll want to share you all the time! I think I'm going to want to keep you close to me - close to your daddy and me - more than I'll want you to be passed around our congregation on a Sunday morning.
We won't be able to keep you little forever. Eventually, the time will come for you to be born and start learning and exploring the world around you. But I'm not anxious for that day to come, nor am I impatient for it. I like this time. This special time of just me and you. Sleepless nights, constant bathroom breaks, overwhelming thirst and all. I wouldn't trade it for anything.
Love love love,
Mama
I was so excited that your daddy didn't have class tonight! What a blessing. We spent the evening putting together your cradle!
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| All the pieces strewn about. |
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| Building the base. |
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| Screwing together the bed. |
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| Sliding in the bottom board. |
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| Hung and done! |
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| Finished product, minus the mattress, with a blanket I made you! |
But darling - don't be in a rush to come! This is the only time in your whole life when I will have you all to myself. Others can feel you kick from time to time, but I feel you all the time. I feel your little tiny feet pressing against my abdomen, just above my belly button, bracing yourself for the world outside. I feel the roundness of your little baby butt, nestled above my right hip bone. I feel you rolling over, squirming, and making yourself known in my world. And you are known.
As soon as you are born though, people will be clamoring to hold you, to talk to you, to be with you. And Ruthie, to be honest, I'm not sure that I'll want to share you all the time! I think I'm going to want to keep you close to me - close to your daddy and me - more than I'll want you to be passed around our congregation on a Sunday morning.
We won't be able to keep you little forever. Eventually, the time will come for you to be born and start learning and exploring the world around you. But I'm not anxious for that day to come, nor am I impatient for it. I like this time. This special time of just me and you. Sleepless nights, constant bathroom breaks, overwhelming thirst and all. I wouldn't trade it for anything.
Love love love,
Mama
Sunday, October 11, 2015
33 Weeks, 4 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
We got to FaceTime with your new cousin again today! We chatted with Uncle Brad, Aunt Page, and Blaire for a little while yesterday, but we talked for even longer today. Here are some recent pictures of her:
Oh, Ruthie, I hope you and Blaire grow up to be sweet friends. I hope you love spending time with one another at Memaw and Papa's ranch. I hope you play together and laugh together and share stories.
All my love,
We got to FaceTime with your new cousin again today! We chatted with Uncle Brad, Aunt Page, and Blaire for a little while yesterday, but we talked for even longer today. Here are some recent pictures of her:
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| Uncle Brad and his growing family! |
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| Your sweet cousin, Blaire! |
Seeing sweet Blaire made your daddy and me so excited to meet you in the next couple of months. Can't believe the time is almost here! Christmas with two new babies will be the best ever.
All my love,
Mama
Saturday, October 10, 2015
33 Weeks, 3 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Your daddy is such a hard worker. He spent all day today working on homework so I spent all day knitting! I made you a hat for Christmas:
After your daddy was done, we decided to go on a date night: dinner at Taco Bell (yay, Crunchwrap Supremes!), buy-one, get-one-free drinks at Starbucks, and shopping at Target. We found a couple of Christmas presents (for Aunt Dana and your cousin Lincoln) and bought some treasures for our Christmas shoe boxes that we put together every year. It was so much fun just hanging out together all evening, after having a long, quiet day at home.
Your daddy is such a hard worker. He spent all day today working on homework so I spent all day knitting! I made you a hat for Christmas:
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| For your stocking! (Act surprised.) |
After your daddy was done, we decided to go on a date night: dinner at Taco Bell (yay, Crunchwrap Supremes!), buy-one, get-one-free drinks at Starbucks, and shopping at Target. We found a couple of Christmas presents (for Aunt Dana and your cousin Lincoln) and bought some treasures for our Christmas shoe boxes that we put together every year. It was so much fun just hanging out together all evening, after having a long, quiet day at home.
I love going on outings with your papa. Whether we are having a fancy dinner or just Taco Bell, he is such a gentleman. He is always willing to push the shopping cart in the store and carries the bags inside the apartment for me. You are going to have a great example of a godly man in your life, Ruthie, and I'm so happy for you for that.
Love,
Mama
Love,
Mama
Friday, October 9, 2015
33 Weeks, 2 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Your sweet cousin Blaire was born last night! Aunt Paige and Uncle Brad welcomed her at about 3:23 this morning, weighing about 7 pounds and 19 inches long. I can't wait for you to meet her at Christmas. I hope the two of you grow up to be sweet cousin-friends!
We had an appointment with Donna today. She said she has absolutely no concerns about you! Your heartbeat is about 121 BPM (which is about what it will be until you are born!) and you measured at 33 weeks, as you should. I asked Donna how much you weigh now, and she said you're probably at about 3.5 pounds. As she felt my stomach, she told us where your butt was, where your feet where, and where your head is. You are in a great position! Your legs were splayed out - one by my rib cage and one down by my right hip. She had us feel - it was so special feeling your little feet pushed up against me!
We asked Donna about the likelihood of her being on call when we deliver: she said she is scheduled to be on-call the week you are due! Not only that, but after 36 weeks, we can put her name on our chart and when the times come, she'll come deliver if she is able. Hooray! We are still praying that she can be the one and it looks promising.
Oh, little one - seeing your cousin's pictures this morning made me so excited for when we can meet YOU! Just a few more weeks.
Love love love,
Mama
Your sweet cousin Blaire was born last night! Aunt Paige and Uncle Brad welcomed her at about 3:23 this morning, weighing about 7 pounds and 19 inches long. I can't wait for you to meet her at Christmas. I hope the two of you grow up to be sweet cousin-friends!
We had an appointment with Donna today. She said she has absolutely no concerns about you! Your heartbeat is about 121 BPM (which is about what it will be until you are born!) and you measured at 33 weeks, as you should. I asked Donna how much you weigh now, and she said you're probably at about 3.5 pounds. As she felt my stomach, she told us where your butt was, where your feet where, and where your head is. You are in a great position! Your legs were splayed out - one by my rib cage and one down by my right hip. She had us feel - it was so special feeling your little feet pushed up against me!
We asked Donna about the likelihood of her being on call when we deliver: she said she is scheduled to be on-call the week you are due! Not only that, but after 36 weeks, we can put her name on our chart and when the times come, she'll come deliver if she is able. Hooray! We are still praying that she can be the one and it looks promising.
Oh, little one - seeing your cousin's pictures this morning made me so excited for when we can meet YOU! Just a few more weeks.
Love love love,
Mama
Wednesday, October 7, 2015
33 Weeks
Dear Baby Batts,
Less than two months until we meet you! You are now 33 weeks and growing like a weed. I feel your movements so much these days (especially as I try to get comfy at night... you are wiggling like crazy trying to get comfy, too! Your daddy has taken to calling you "Second Wind Ruthie" at night when you get active and he claims you get that from me. I agree.). It's probably because you likely weigh about 4 and a half pounds. You are between 17 and 19 inches long, they say, and could grow another full inch this week. You have your own immune system now that will be amped up when we start breastfeeding in about a month and a half.
People are funny: some tell me that I still look tiny, others tell me how big I am getting. (As if women are not concerned with their bodies enough, in the midst of a pregnancy is not the best time to comment on our bodies. Just, no.) Ruth, I pray that you grow up with the confidence that the Lord has made you and your body exactly perfect, according to His good purposes. I promise to teach you how to have a positive self image.
You are beautiful. Jesus loves you, Ruthie. We love you.
Love,
Mama
Less than two months until we meet you! You are now 33 weeks and growing like a weed. I feel your movements so much these days (especially as I try to get comfy at night... you are wiggling like crazy trying to get comfy, too! Your daddy has taken to calling you "Second Wind Ruthie" at night when you get active and he claims you get that from me. I agree.). It's probably because you likely weigh about 4 and a half pounds. You are between 17 and 19 inches long, they say, and could grow another full inch this week. You have your own immune system now that will be amped up when we start breastfeeding in about a month and a half.
People are funny: some tell me that I still look tiny, others tell me how big I am getting. (As if women are not concerned with their bodies enough, in the midst of a pregnancy is not the best time to comment on our bodies. Just, no.) Ruth, I pray that you grow up with the confidence that the Lord has made you and your body exactly perfect, according to His good purposes. I promise to teach you how to have a positive self image.
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| This dress is one of my favorites to wear right now! |
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| Excited / shocked / cheesy face. |
Love,
Mama
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
32 Weeks, 6 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
We started our "Reality Birth" classes tonight at Mat-Su Regional. We discussed the stages of labor and delivery, the birth process, the anatomy of a pregnant mama and how the Lord designed our bodies to work, and practiced some relaxation techniques.
The relaxation techniques worked - I almost fell asleep!
I feel more confident in what to expect when bringing you into this world: I now know that it's normal to feel at the end of my rope (during transition) and that I just have to take it one contraction at a time, breathing and focusing through each one.
Your daddy and I are more convinced than ever that we want to meet you as naturally as possible, so I'm looking forward to more classes that will help us in that trek.
Love you,
Mama
We started our "Reality Birth" classes tonight at Mat-Su Regional. We discussed the stages of labor and delivery, the birth process, the anatomy of a pregnant mama and how the Lord designed our bodies to work, and practiced some relaxation techniques.
The relaxation techniques worked - I almost fell asleep!
I feel more confident in what to expect when bringing you into this world: I now know that it's normal to feel at the end of my rope (during transition) and that I just have to take it one contraction at a time, breathing and focusing through each one.
Your daddy and I are more convinced than ever that we want to meet you as naturally as possible, so I'm looking forward to more classes that will help us in that trek.
Love you,
Mama
Sunday, October 4, 2015
32 Weeks, 4 Days
Dear Baby Batts,
Look at my sweet baby shower invitation!!!
Ronda at FLBC made it, with Memaw and Ms. Linda's guidance on the theme. It matches one of the pictures we have hanging in your room, which I love:
The baby shower is scheduled for Saturday, October 17th and I can't wait to celebrate you with everyone. I think other women at church are excited, too - they all saw me grow up (well, from 10th grade at least), saw your daddy and I get married, and now they get to see our family growing as you join us!
There's only about 8 weeks until you come, little bug. The time is flying by!
All my love,
Mama
Look at my sweet baby shower invitation!!!
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| I love it! |
Ronda at FLBC made it, with Memaw and Ms. Linda's guidance on the theme. It matches one of the pictures we have hanging in your room, which I love:
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| Oh the places you'll go! |
The baby shower is scheduled for Saturday, October 17th and I can't wait to celebrate you with everyone. I think other women at church are excited, too - they all saw me grow up (well, from 10th grade at least), saw your daddy and I get married, and now they get to see our family growing as you join us!
There's only about 8 weeks until you come, little bug. The time is flying by!
All my love,
Mama
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